Four Months

It's amazing what a four month old can teach you about life and about yourself. My baby girl has lived more in four months then most people have in their entire lives and she has come through like a champ. She has shown me strength that most grown men don't possess. With this recent trip to Seattle I have begun to realize that she is going to be a little spit fire and will keep Jason and I on our toes for the rest of our lives. The post four months have been the hardest, but the most rewarding at the same time. I have seen myself go through one of the hardest things and make it out okay. As I stare at her sleeping right now, I have even more faith that everything happens for a reason and I am comforted by the strength of everyone around me. I will not lie, this time around was a lot harder, I was much more terrifed, but I made it through it. I realize how lucky I am to have a "healthy" baby and I pray for our special friend to finally get her heart. Again, thank you to everyone who has prayed and sent your well wishes to me and my family; it is beyond words what it means to us.